okays.
so i didnt post for a week.
within tis week i got a300bucks fine for throwin a ciggy butt down on the flower bed with dead flowers n over thramped soil by the NEA. fuck them.
i got 5 more weeks left to pay the fucking fine.

stopped smking. cuz i finished my pack to kill the pain for my gums.
gums is okay now too. no more pain. the pain lasted me 4 days. couldnt chew my food properly with the left side. pathetic.

hmm.
nth much these few days.
wen to vivo watch movie. gold class.
nice.
i shall switch to watchin gold class from now on.
fucking shiok.
seriously.

must b rich first or find rich bf. HA!

went tolook around at vivo with gwen after movie. saw alot of stuff wanna get. the agony of havin money but not being able to spend the money due to the stupid fine.
arghs damn.

screwed up big time.
sumtimes i wonder, why is it my life is not goin well?
why is my life so fucked up?
is it cuz im so fucking lazy or wat?
my life is out of luck.

fuck. anyways.
u can donate money to me for my nea fine fund. hahahah!

oh yea. time travellers wife is decent. how the story unfolds in the movie is very very nice. tot it would b complicated to tell the story but it was all done nicely. not tat i read the bk but still. im gonna find the bk n read it. ha!

lotsa new movies comin out but i haven watched any of the old movies that r gonna end soon. gotta make time to start watchin n switch my slping time back to normal. totally screwed up my slpin time.

told some guy tat anime shippudden tat im nocturnal n he laughed n said tat was a gd descriptive term. hmm?
anyways. he is 1 guy tat i can finally talk to. guy with wits. n hav a laugh n truely enjoy myself.

i dun noe. i haven felt tat i laughed like really laugh from the bottom of my heart for a long time.
but i did tat a lot yst.
cuz i was laughin at gwen n her bf. lols.
funi man.
aiya. if u wanna bully gwen, bully her wen the bf is around. on topics like food, fat and clubbing. sure win one. hahahahahas

eto.
nth much alr i guess.
oh yea. i finally got down to doing my sit ups n wat not.
pfft. nice ache my body went tru after exercise last nite. but mayb icould hav done more but was lazy.
not exactly very good since i ate a lotof white chocolate malteasers. ah. life. the best. hahahahas.

ate sum mars tinky from candy empire. HEAVEN. DAMN NICE.
shall go buy again. xD

nth else toblog abt now.
onli main point was.
gold class.
nea fine of 300.
n shopping i wanna do. sigh.

shall go on diet soon. i hope. T_T

exams was ok. scared i fail but yea.


my teeth gums hurt. at the wisdom tooth area. so fuckin pain i cant close my mouth
bought a pack of ciggy to numb the pain. works but onli temp.
hate the taste of ciggy aftertaste in my mouth but yea.
heck. anytinnk to numb the pain. hurts so badly i can cry.

crap. fuckin pain. sian.

cant stand it no more.
i wan my alcohol. argh. i dun wan ciggy i hate it.

wen to tamp yst. ate desserts.nice. macaroons long live!!!!!

i wan eat sushi lol.

i realise i wanna get makeup brushes. but most importantly i wanna shop at costal sands n sephora.
n i realise now tat i onli wanna buy footwear if its leather onli. =.=


im really broke.

i really wan to study.

i wan my creditcard.

no i wan money in my bank.
i wan a sugardad.



i wanna hav fun like i had wen i was younger.


i seem to b really boring nowwwwwwwwww.
bored.











hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

i miss my alcohols, ex bfs, n being young.
hahahas!
watever.

sooooo.
im broke.
hahahahas. jus got pay n im broke.
hahahaha.
i shopped at RL. got sales! got 1 polo 1 shirt. okay larhs. decent. 75 bucks. woot. i wished i had more money. T_T

den i shopped at sephora. again!
buebye 103 bucks.
wanted to buy Urban Decay Primer Potion. heard extremely good reviews abt it. 17usd
also had that Too Faced insurance primer also was abt the same. 17usd
den saw tat 1 of sephora's primers had the same effect. more or less. 4usd!

all i gathered from reviews.
hahahas. but the 4usd oos.
den saw a 11usd pack tat has trial of udpp + their eyeliner! + big fatty mascara. so i got it lorhs....

den got a few more items.. sigh.. dead broke..

den bought a few maskes.

left 100 bucks.
omggggggg.
barely enough to survive for next week's chiong.
i pray tat we r goin double o for the cheap drinks. if not i wun hav enough drinks to last the nite long. T_T


hope money fall from sky.
i better start buyin toto or 4d or sth.
mayb i will strike it out rich.

blehs!

okays.

yst i was awake for 27hrs. 3hrs went out to eat dinner. the other 24hrs was spent in bed watching anime. i was watchin hajime no ippo den i switched to eyeshield 21. left abt 40 eps i switched to skip beat which is omg left 2 eps. hahaha. i like. <3
slpt for 17hrs dou. hmm.

hmm.
i saw omg.1. ralph lauren having sales! polo tee cheap cheap!
2. asos having sales too! 75% off. i saw lololols. excited. hahahaha
i wanna shop. T_T
so many tinks i wanna buy. sians.
damn sians.


i tink. might hav to give away gv movie comp pass. why. cuz exams next weekn it expires end of aug. so yea.
i check with my mum she wanna watch any shows first a not. den see how many i hav left to give out den i give out.

hmm.

nth else i guess.
i wan shop. bleh. ralph lauren omggzzzz

so rmb abt my recent posts abt how my team mates being assholes. den luring me to sch to buy a med coke n food den goin home?
yes. im gonna talk abt tat AGAIN.
apparently. my module lecturer called me while i was slpin twice. as he did some other day back.
leavin me a voicemail to call him back.
so wen i heard it i was like.. seriously.. fuck..
he said i hav to call him back fast regarding the mini proj assignment. cause if i do not present it, i will fail.
n my module is...
colours.

i will fail a module on colours.



how fucking retarded is tat.
no thanks to my idiotic groupies.
thanks a million.......


ha. now im in shit. i hav to wait til tml to call him back cuz i bet his not in office now.


retarded.. present on colour wheel?

1secondary colour + 1primary colour that are directly opposite each other. painted side by side on the whole circle. spin it n tere u go. the vision u will get is white!

soooooo amazing?!


damn ass. like i dun noe even though i nv go for lessons at all.
hmpts.
i really really really hate tis groupmates of mine.
i really miss my old buddies from last sem.
sigh.
i tink im gonna write letter ask to go to their class next sem instead of being with a loser bunch of ppl tat plays me out n fucks around with me. damn.. fuck..

so i went nuts.
for no reason i started to pack.
at first i onli wanted to sort out my make up pack it nicely.
mascaras 1 section.
lip gloss NEW 1 section.
others 1 section.
eyeliners n currently in use lip gloss on the table..

n somehow or rather.. i started packing all the drawers.

den i packed my dressing table.

den i packed my clothes

den the other side of clothes.

separated white tees, black tees, colour tees, polo tees, sleeveless n long sleeve.
so nonsense rite.

den packpackpack. den clean clean clean. den forgot to eat dinner.
pack until headache.
finally stopped. like. really. 4hrs later.

WTF rite.
pack for 4 hrs.
n right in the middle of exam period.

my mum came in n asked me.
why u always do this kinda nonsense things wen goin to exam?

destress marhs.
hahahaha

nonsense things i do went exam is coming.

1. sleep a lot.
2. read a lot.
3. slack a lot.
4. shop a lot.
5. starts packing.
6. starts cleaning.
7. starts cooking.
8. starts turning into owl.
9. watch a lot of anime.
10. read a lot of manga.
11. read a lot of fictionpress.
12. eat a lot of junk.
13. never leave the bed for more then 10mins.


crazy rite? i noe. im crazy. insane. nuts. bonkers. pyschotic. pardon my poor small range of vocab.




bleh. headache.


incidentally. i notice i visit the docs more during exam or after exam periods.
hahahahas.
for migraine medicines.
make sense?
hmmm.
exams are stressful.
beware.

seek help if needed.=p

okays. so i went into youtube. n as usual.... lols..
went crazy n started watching random (not exactly.. random but yea..) videos of stuff.

1 of my favourites is..
binosusume (tats her user name)
she's japanese
she is crazy awesome at hair tutorials.
i got her off from xiaxue.
crazily good.
but its kinda bad in a way cause i feel that my hair is not thick enough n long enough to do exactly what she is doing in her tutorials. which sucks but then again, im not as talented as her so yea.
i saw a lot of her crazy videos but im onli doing the basic kinds like the really really simple ones.
the bow hair.
the fishtail braids
the huge bun on the head tink.
the rest r too complicated for me or its jus tat im too lazy to do it n also party due to the reason tat i hate bobby pins n i dun hav them in the house at all. well maybe my mum's few pieces but who knows where they r now.
-rant ahead-
( it was tis childhood tink tat stuck with me. i tink it was cause i didnt noe how to use the bobby pin or someone did it for me n it really hurts n my scalp jus kinda got torn off or sth. hurts like hell. pulled at my roots too. hurts like fuck man..... i wince everytime i see someone putting on bobby pins right in front of my eyes. hate it.)

http://www.youtube.com/user/binosusume

tis is her link. you should watch her videos.. obviously gals onli. n i really like 1 rocker chic hairstyle she pulled off but i could nv ever hav tat kinda patience to do tat. hmm. great great person.
as usual. i believe, japanese people hav tis kinda talent for make up, hairstyle, clothes. i would definitely wan her as my hair stylist.



the other person's videos i was watching is allthatglitters21 or sth like tat.
she has awesome make up for eyes.
eyeshadow especially. GREAT!
i mean. she pulls off rainbow colours, the whole ocean colours, mermaids colour stuff like tat. SO COOL!!!
she also has a whole collection of mac makeup n mac brushes.
seriously. i tot brushes were like redundant.
after i saw her tutorials i were like whoa. brushes r great. i wanna get tis tat everytink. (but i tink abt how exp mac brushes r n i totally flipped n gave the idea up. heehs)
anyways. gotta give her credit. superb man.
i mean. even though asians eyes r very diff from theirs but we can still learn how to blend n a lot of other info is picked up from tere.
nice.
i kinda noe how to do eyeshadow? i guess. hmmm!

http://www.youtube.com/user/AllThatGlitters21

gotta watch it.




anyways.
saw from the news. someone hit lottery from a small town in tuscanny.
148million euros.
fucking rich ass.
seriously.
its like. u would b scared to death cause u hav tat shit load of money suddenly n u might b robbed any moment kind of mentality but. o.m.g!!
tats 500 mil sgd i guess.
nice la!




i did a count. i have like.. 18 diff types of mascara now. i guess. hav to go dig. n yea.. i haven even used all of them yet but haha. its really a pain for someone like me to put make up on cause i so love slping until the very last moment den wake up shower n rush to sch kinda person (but still b late cuz im too lazy to actually rush.. hmm..)

-rant ahead-
so yea.. u will hardly see me with make up on. unless its the very basic eyeliner ( which i force myself to start puttin on.. hmm) tat i can do in the bus or trains.. (pencil..) for the gel eyeliner by maybelline i guess i onli do tat wen i hav an extra 5mins to spare or so. yea. the drying part takes a lot of time. oh wells. but i find tat my pencil is better cause it doesnt smudge so much n it isnt a very harsh sharp line. but well. both my eyes r diff shapes (sth i hate..) so drawin using a pencil is harder for 1 eye. yea.


anyways. bought a shit load of eyeshadow from cherry culture. which is damn cheap. but.. lols.
anyways i need to get some basic clear make up jars kinda tink to do wet eyeshadow n stuff.
n i need to buy urban decay primer potion from sephora. the XL version. 22usd which is abt S$35 with shipping. i wonder how much sephora in sg is selling it for. sigh.

i love my make up.

but i dont put them on.

retarded much.






i ran out of orange juice. sad MAX.
hahahahas.
-rant ahead-
alright. end of watching seemingly random videos. back to watching my eyeshield 21. which is shit cause i can find eps 68 (not in megavideo form cause they always have the "you have watched 72mins of video today please wait 54mins to continue" message n it sucks cause its right smack in the middle of the video. sucks. really.)

i went to eat subway and the same ice cream i blogged about day before, yesterday. (do u get my sentence?)

damn.i know tat tere is sth im forgetting to blog abt.. omg. senile already.

i remembered! i suck! im onli at the ichi ni san yon go roku shichi hachi kyuu juu juuichi juuni juusan juuyon juugo
hahahahas. if u noe what im talking abt u would laugh. blehs


gwen: 2 sept we go chiong? its on a wed. its my last paper day. i would definitely still hav money then. so, decide on a date that everyone is able to go or sth fast cause i need to start studying n cant keep tinking abt chionging wen its exam time. so yea. DECIDE!


-sigh. i so wanna go shopping. chiong first. den shop. xD

cant wait maX.

i have a secret,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

i gave up on guava juice.









































im now onto orange juice.....




....




nyahahaaha

1. blog abt ice cream.
2. blog abt how i got ps.



its tis really nice ice cream. okays. white sands opened 2 new shops. like. just.
1. subway. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
2. tis japanese shop which sells ice cream(2.80 each..) snacks sushi.

so i went to white sands after sch n saw tis shop, walked in. n bought chocolates n tis ice cream. its milk ice cream encased in wafers.
actually. i tink it tastes like fresh cream + milk. niceeeeeee!
i ate for a very long time. bought it, started eating. ate at the bus berth for abt 7mins? bus came. got home in abt..5mins? n still haven melt yet. pretty decent ice cream. nice. n the wafer is not those kinda cheapo wafer but those slightly better quality. really really nice.
pics above r of the 1/4 left ice cream.
its huge also. i guess its worth the 2.80. to me. decent.




okays.
so.
yst 1 of my team mates of tis colours proj sms me ask me go to sch tml(fri..which is today) to present the proj to our lecturer. (rmb the 1 i ranted abt 2 posts back or sth..bad mannered ones.. hmpts.. tis 1 diff person sms me..)
den okays. i said okays. i will go. so its at 1.30.
i reached sch at 1.30.
but. however.
the 1 tat sms me to go to sch n another gal apparently sms-ed me at 1.17 wen i was in the mrt n a few stops away from sch saying that THEY R NOT GOIN.
WTF rite?
anyways. i immd replied n asked who was goin n can i hav their contact number so i can contact them n meet up n present.
n...... they replied onli at 2.00pm.
fuck?
so wen i reached sch at 1.30. i went to get coke from mac. walked around to c whether i might find anyone in my team. didnt find any. went back to fc2. got muslim food to eat. saw mr nee. he came over talked to me. asked me to go present la. its yr project. which i promptly replied i dun hav the materials n info to present on n i dun hav their contact numbers.
lols. n after i finished eating den the gal replied say the other grp finished le. which means. i totally go to sch for nth. they were the fuckers who asked me to go yet they themselves didnt go. if sch was nearby. nvm. but sch is so motherfucking far. thanks for wasting my time..
okays. sorry i digressed.
anyways after i few smses she told me tat cuz we didnt go present counted as no marks. means nv do. HEY WTF. i was in sch okays. i waited in sch for 30mins for yr retarded reply for the other groupies number n u didnt reply okays. i could hav presented n gotten marks okays. fuck.
i totally go to sch for nuts.
i wasted my time.
travel the fucking long dist.
jus to get a med coke n eat muslim food.
DAMN. 3hrs for tat kinda shit? dun fuck with me......

im so angry angry angry angry!!
1. u asked me to go.
2. i went but u didnt go. n u told me so late tat u were not goin. if u told me earlier i could hav either not go or get the other members number in advance so i could present n get marks.
3. i was in sch but i dun get any marks cuz i didnt present.
4. no1 told me any fucking tink.
5.u guys r fucking around with me. tats all.
6.im really really mad cuz i woke up early n wasted my time for nothing.
arghs

anyways. too angry to blog anymore. gives up man.......